Bad Dreams.

Lately, I've been having some horrible dreams. Weird or odd dreams are usually a common occurrence with me, but these dreams have been down right terrifying. Last night, I woke up once crying and another time petrified. I don't know what could be causing these dreams, but they're very disturbing.

In one dream, I literally thought I was going to die. I woke up so scared that I woke up Matthew and made him comfort me and hold me. 

Last night, I had two dreams. In the first, my own mother was physically destroyed. By this I mean that she was shot with some type of gun that tore off at least a third of her body. That was the dream that I woke up crying from. I mean, who wouldn't cry after seeing that?

The second dream I had was equally as disturbing. In this dream I was going down this river through a swamp with Matthew. We were in a canoe, and we came upon this house. When we got alongside the house, I looked inside and started screaming. On the counter in the kitchen was a man, kneeling on his knees  as if praying. Except he had a knife through his midsection anchoring him to the wall and had another knife protruding from his head. Matthew and I stopped the canoe and went in the house calling someone for help. We went back outside and went back to the canoe. I pulled some substance out of the canoe with a bowl. the bowl seemed to hold something that looked similar to spaghetti with pepperoni in it. But it was MOVING. Like a million maggots was in it. Of course I freaked out. So we went back in the house. But the man on the counter was gone. Near the counter were square pillars. Hanging from the pillars were children. Four of them aging from a six year old girl to a seventeen year old boy. How I knew their ages, I have no idea. They were hanging in the air from huge metal hooks that had been stuck in their backs. Their bodies were mutilated. Suddenly, there were people there, but I don't know who they were. Everyone was freaking out. We all knew that soon the bodies of the four kids would disappear and someone else would die. I was terrified. Then I woke up.

As you can see, these dreams are horrible. and that's only one night's worth. I've had more of them in the past month or so. I'm not eating anything before bed, and I'm not watching anything scary. For example, last night I watch Big Bang Theory right before bed.

To those who read my blog, do you have any advice? I have no idea what's causing these terrifying dreams, and I don't know how to get them to stop.